This weekend, my husband and I went to the bookstore and while I was perusing the Teen/Young Adult section, something happened. I found two books that were eerily similar to two of my manuscripts. One was a YA fantasy involving fairies and the main girl’s name was the same as the name of the main girl in my YA fantasy manuscript involving fairies (and it isn’t a very common name). THEN.. I was looking at a new book by another author whom I’ve read and liked and her new book is almost identical to the story I’m writing at the moment! (At least from what I can tell going by the little blurb on the back cover).
I guess it’s good to know that I had good ideas. Also, to know that there is a market out there for the types of stories I want to tell.. that’s great!
But now I have this fear that I’m going to get a manuscript all polished up and feel really good about it, only to have an agent and/or publisher say “Sorry, but someone else has already written this story.”
So, to sum it all up, it’s reassuring and completely discouraging all at the same time. Blah.
Anyway.. sorry for the prolonged absence. If I blogged everyday it would probably go something a bit like this: “still here.. still writing.. still trying to figure it all out, and sometimes wondering why I bother.” :P
Of course, I know exactly why I bother.. because I LOVE it!